Do you understand?

I had this freak out where I started tidying my room,
rearranging my furniture and couldn't sit down for a minute,
when I at last sat down my body was shaking.

And then suddenly my phone makes a buzzing noise,
"how about coffee?"

And just like that I could breathe again,
I could think,
and I was happy.

I wonder why I freak out,
it's not that I didn't know he'd text.

I'm weird,
I sometimes really don't understand myself...