Future?

my mother doesn’t think I’ll come back
one year from now and a little more
I’ll spend my last summer before I’m gone
I still don’t know where I’m going
I’m really scared cause I love my mum and dad so much,
and granny and granddad,
what scares me the most is that I’ll miss days that could have been spent with them
and one day I’ll stand there and their all gone.
She thinks ill go fall in love, with a guy or 10 she says
and then I won’t want to come back.
but I love it here, I want to live here.
To that she just shakes her head and says;
when you love someone, countries doesn’t matter,
home is in their arms.