"You’re a human being, you live once and life is wonderful, so eat the damn red velvet cupcake."
- Emma Stone

Key to my heart

Boy you put me on the spot i don't know what to say
But i'm trying anyway
Like my hearts gonna drop
My mind drifts away and i can't control the pains

Words are spinning in my head
Don't know why i'm holding back
I should just tell you how i'm feeling yeah heh

But i don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If i let you know about the way i feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So i keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And i'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

The more i brush it off
Tell myself it's nothing at all
Deeper i fall
And i imagine everyday
A thousand different ways
How you respond to what i say
Am i getting lost in my dreams?
Are you unreachable to me?
Cause these butterflies just won't go away


I don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If i let you know about the way i feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So i keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And i'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

But if i never tell you then you'll never know
And the secret is get-ting heavy to hold
This is more than just a crush
So i may stut-ter when i speak
And my knees may get a little weak
But i've got nothing to lose and only you to gain
Tell me do you feel the same

But i don't wanna act a fool
Don't wanna look confused
If i let you know about the way i feel
Don't know what you gonna do
So i keep it locked inside
And imagine you were mine
And i'm feeling you so close but yet so far
You hold the key to my heart

-Key to my heart, Jessica Jarrell

Why long for boys when there are shoes?

I've found my prom shoes after quite some looking,
now everything’s perfect,
well except for the fact that the completely beautiful, handsome, pretty boy
who should walk beside me and my dress is walking beside someone else’s.
Love sucks, lucky me I have my shoes to make me happy ;)

Spring...

At last,
the sun warms up my face,
spring coat on,
snowdrops everywhere,
first icecream,
boys and girls in parks,
coffe outside,
wind turning hair into crazy curls,
boys in shirts,
girls in skirts.
At last,
spring!